I'm going to have to go back to my doctor sooner than planned. I'm feeling worse each day. I almost burst into tears during choir because I was so frustrated with how practice was going. I'll probably cry myself to sleep again tonight. Once again, I have that feeling of being crushed in a giant's hand.
I'm supposed to get a mammogram and pap smear before my next appointment, though...I wonder if I can get her to put it off another month? That's one more thing I don't want to worry about right now.
The weird weather isn't helping much. Sure, it's been sunny and seventy degrees for two days, but there's stormy weather coming, and I can feel it in my bones. It's not fun.
And it's getting harder to express myself. Plus I don't think anyone's listening. I just don't seem to have many friends left on lj. Most have taken off. I can't talk about this on Facebook or TrekBBS. :(
I'm supposed to get a mammogram and pap smear before my next appointment, though...I wonder if I can get her to put it off another month? That's one more thing I don't want to worry about right now.
The weird weather isn't helping much. Sure, it's been sunny and seventy degrees for two days, but there's stormy weather coming, and I can feel it in my bones. It's not fun.
And it's getting harder to express myself. Plus I don't think anyone's listening. I just don't seem to have many friends left on lj. Most have taken off. I can't talk about this on Facebook or TrekBBS. :(